"explanation"this is mostly a blog about ludic realities & videogame culture. it flirts with academia, while avoiding consistency and rhetorical exercising. it is 100 percent donna haraway-pilled. it strives for an optimism in order to overcome hopelessness. it might be a mistake. it is a literal schizo-posting reclaimation project. it is about living with illness and deep sadness, but also a lot of fun and enjoyment. i hope you'll like it and remember to stay vague, my love.